Shannon Beador left her divorce, but she can’t help comparing her current relationship with John Janssen with her marriage to ex-husband David Beador.
As seen in a preview of the Wednesday night episode of “The Real Housewives of Orange County”, Shannon says he is working on some of the personal pitfalls he faced with David.
“In my marriage to David, I was very reactive,” she admits in a confessional scene from the episode, while old images of her struggles are going on. “I’ve been working on it, but sometimes it’s still a struggle.”
In the episode, fans take a look at Shannon and Janssen’s struggles during the coronavirus pandemic, which led to off-camera fights. While the couple started quarantining together, they ended up staying in separate houses after Shannon and his three daughters tested positive for COVID-19.
In a scene with Janssen, Shannon is seen saying to him, “I am not going to lie. I mean, it’s been, like, what, five months in quarantine? And if I look back, I think I was completely overcome by fear. I drank a lot and I’m not proud of certain things I did, like. I would discount things on you. And so I feel, I’m ashamed and I feel bad for the way I treated you.
But he reassures her about their relationship by saying, despite the difficult period: “I can’t get enough of Shannon. I love you.”
Shannon also says that she learned that Janssen is “committed” to her.
“You can have a really horrible situation and he will see the positive side of it and it makes me feel loved,” she said. “It makes me feel wanted.”
“The Real Housewives of Orange County” will air on Wednesdays at 9 pm in Bravo.