Orthodox Jewish suicide note posts on Instagram after her death

The scheduled post was published the day after Gourarie jumped to his death, according to The New York Post. The newspaper reported that Gourarie took the subway in Manhattan and bought a ticket to the Vessel, jumping from the highest level of the structure. She would not have brought a suicide note. A law enforcement source told the Post that it brought information “making it easier to determine who to contact”.

“I don’t care to explain the reasons why I left, but there are certainly more than thirteen,” wrote Gourarie, referring to 13 reasons why, a TV show in which the main character explains the thirteen reasons why she decided to end her life through posthumous recordings.

She also assured people who read that “All of you have made my life much more fulfilling, brighter and happier than it would be without you. Your support, your encouragement, your hugs, your invitations, your smiles, your texts, your appointment in memes that you think I would find funny. ”

“None of you could have done anything – or done more – to prevent this from happening. You all did your absolute best and for that I am forever grateful. I hope you can find some comfort in knowing that I am no longer in pain. ”

“I love you.” In early December, before his final post, Gourarie posted videos singing and sharing music with his father, with the caption “by dad and daughter”.

Her father, Avremi, posted the image of a puppy on his Instagram on Friday, expressing that she was “the cutest, most beautiful and kindest ‘puppy’ a father could wish for”. He also shared Yocheved’s experience at the Center for Change, “a wonderful residential facility in Utah for women struggling with DE [Eating Disorders]. “” We are just finding out how she gave herself to others (at the institution) and how many lives she has touched, “said Avremi.” Life will never be the same … it will take time to heal. Thank you all for helping us in this process. ”

The New York Post reported that previous Instagram posts revealed that she had previously shared her fight against mental illness and anorexia, which she was supposedly struggling with since she was 12 years old. She encouraged people to contribute to the National Eating Disorders Association, which she said was part of the “love and support around me” during her struggle. If you or someone you know is fighting suicidal thoughts, you can get help in Israel on here.