“I may have said some things you didn’t like, but then it went up to ‘She’s ungrateful’, then to ‘She’s difficult’ and ‘She’s not a professional,'” Heigl told the publication. “What is your definition of difficult? Someone with an opinion you don’t like? Now, I’m 42, and it pisses me off.”
The actress, who starred in “Grey’s Anatomy” from 2005 to 2010, said she got into even more serious trouble the more she apologized. “The more I said I felt it, the more they wanted it,” she said.
She continued, “The more terrified and scared I was of doing something wrong, the more it looked like I had really done something terribly wrong.”
Heigl says that her anxiety has become so strong that she had to leave Hollywood.
“I asked my mother and husband to find me a place to go that could help me, because I thought I would rather be dead,” she said. “I didn’t realize how much anxiety I was experiencing until I got so sick that I really had to seek help. You can do a lot of soul work, but I’m a huge Zoloft fan.”