Khloé Kardashian is opening up about her potential for a high-risk pregnancy while on her journey to having more children.
In a new clip Keeping up with the Kardashians before the series’ final season premiere on Thursday, Khloé, 36, talks to her sister Kim Kardashian about surrogacy, revealing that doctors informed her that she would have a high-risk pregnancy if she chose to have her second child . She says her doctor was “concerned” after recent health checks.
“I’m not going to go into the details on the camera,” she says, “but they said it’s like I have an 80 percent chance of having an abortion. I almost miscarried with True at first,” she adds of her daughter True, who will be 3 years old. next month and that she shares with Tristan Thompson.
“But I didn’t know it was time consuming,” she says.
“This is all really shocking to me,” Khloé said in his confessional during the episode. “All I’m trying to do is bring more love into my life and my family, and it feels like I’m finding more and more obstacles. It’s really difficult for me to digest.”
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She tells Kim, 40, that her doctors have warned her that “most likely, I won’t be able to carry her”.
“Honestly, I had the best experience with surrogacy,” says Kim, who has four children, two of whom she welcomed through surrogacy. “And I think you know what it’s like to give birth – I always say that if you succeed, it will be an incredible experience. But you will see, the love you will have for your children is exactly the same. There is no difference, except that there was someone else who was the carrier. “
Khloé says she is “grateful” that there are other options, but adds that “she loved being pregnant with True; it is such a beautiful experience to have.”
“Knowing that I may never feel this way again is scary, scary, stressful. It breaks my heart,” she says.
Tristan Thompson / Instagram Tristan Thompson and Khloé Kardashian with daughter True
A source told People earlier this month that the Good American co-founder is dedicated to having more children, but he can occasionally be “frustrated” with the length of the process. “She really wants another baby and finds it difficult to be patient. But she is trying to stay positive, ”said the source. “She believes and expects this to happen this year.”
Keeping up with the Kardashians debuts tonight at 8 pm ET on E!