The 32-year-old recalls wanting to be with someone so badly, however, some things just shouldn’t last.
“I got so numb, I just got cold and numb when feeling that nothing would affect me, and I remember sitting and praying like, I just want to feel again, I want to fight again, I’m tired of going through things, you know how to be alone “, he shared. “And then, you have these ideas of how things should be, what you stand for, what you will tolerate, what you want from a relationship, what you want from love. And when you really fall that s – t comes out through the f – king window. “
“The smallest thing can cut you deeper, and I think about this year just with everything that happened,” he continued, “and acting like everything is fine, but f – k, we all went through it and I think the biggest thing is to know that everything is fine. And you can’t do everything, it can’t be everything for everyone. “
Dale said he wanted to join IG Live to show his followers that “this is real”.
“The things people go through is real,” he explained, “understanding that what I learned in this situation … Even if you feel down, it gets better. I think a lot about what I wanted out of life. I wanted to and how things have changed so much this year. I feel very destroyed and I thought that the things that would make me feel better, the things that I thought would make me feel better ended up making me feel worse. “