It has been almost two weeks since Clare Crawley and her fiance Dale Moss broke up.
And The Bachelorette went to Instagram Live Friday to talk to fans about how she’s been feeling since the breakup.
The 39-year-old star said she was struggling with anxiety, explaining: ‘I’m getting to the point where I’m trying so hard to get back from this and turn around because it’s a dark place to be in when you have a lot of things compiled one over the other. ‘
From the heart: It’s been almost two weeks since Clare Crawley and her fiance Dale Moss broke up. And The Bachelorette went to Instagram Live Friday to talk to fans about how she’s been feeling since the breakup
A day later, Dale, 32, went to his Instagram Live to talk about the breakup, via US Weekly.
He was thrilled and cried because of this: ‘It fucking rocked me.’
Clare, who revealed that she just returned from doing her nails, thanked fans for their support, but also noted that she received cruel messages.
The hatred, combined with the COVID-19 pandemic, for taking care of her mother who has Alzheimer’s and dementia, has left anxiety and panic attacks.
Watery eyes: A day later, Dale, 32, went to Instagram Live to talk about the breakup, via US Weekly.
Cândido: He was thrilled and cried with this: ‘It fucking shook me’
Clare said, ‘I’m getting to the point where I’m trying so hard to come back from this and turn around, because it’s a dark place to be when you have a lot of things compiled in each other.’
She is leaving the difficult chapter practicing gratitude and listing 10 things for which she is grateful.
‘My idea of loving and being loved is to have everything we go through, all the things we experience in life, whatever you want to call it, like luggage, experiences, traumas, everything we go through, everything we carry with us, show up with him ‘, she said.
Her voice: Clare said: ‘I’m getting to the point now where I’m really trying hard to come back from this and turn around because it’s a dark place to be when you have a lot of things compiled together’
Adding: ‘And knowing … despite all that, you are loved and will be loved by the right person for everything you bring to the table, be it good, bad, everything we bring to the table, the right person will love you for it. ‘
Dale, a former football player, recalled: ‘I felt so many emotions, so much guilt, but also so much confusion, so much pain, and I know we both feel it.’
Adding: ‘And looking for so many answers – before it even happened on how to make things better. But the reality is that life is not perfect. And we make mistakes. I did a lot of them, I know we all do. ‘
– My father always said that you need to hurt before you heal. I’ve been f ***** g. Much.’
Heart: Adding: ‘And knowing … despite all this, as if you were loved and loved by the right person for everything you bring to the table, be it good, bad, whatever we bring to the table , the right person will love you for it ‘
He went on to say: ‘I remember as clear as the day, as praying, just with so much that happened in life, with the family and having to move on. I was so numb, so fucking cold and numb with the feeling that nothing would affect me, and I remember sitting and praying like: I just want to feel again, I want to fight again, I’m tired of going through things, you know, being alone . ‘
Adding: ‘And so, you always have these ideas of how things should be, what you stand for, what you will tolerate, what you want from a relationship, what you want from love. and when you really fall, that shit comes out the fucking window.
He mentioned that ‘the smallest thing can cut you deeper’ and he reflected on the year: ‘So many people trying to keep their heads above water in so many ways and act like everything is fine, but f ** k, we all get through so I think the most important thing is to know that everything is fine. And you cannot do everything. you cannot be everything to everyone. ‘
His words: Dale, a former football player, recalls: ‘I felt so many emotions, so much guilt, but also so much confusion, so much pain, and I know we both feel it’
Dale has been talking to friends and family about everything, because he says the ‘situation with Clare’ ‘sucks’.
‘I think everyone is looking for an answer, a right way to deal with these things, someone for guidance and there really isn’t one.’
It was love at first sight for Clare, who immediately thought that Dale was her future husband when she met him in The Bachelorette.
The couple ended up getting engaged, and Clare even left the show earlier to be with him, paving the way for Tayshia Adams to take her place as The Bachelorette.
Clare was in the clouds with her new relationship, but unfortunately, only a few months later, she found herself single again.
Dale broke the news publicly on Instagram on January 19, which Clare clarified was not part of, although he said it was a “mutual” statement.
Two days after he announced the breach, Clare said she was “devastated” and needed time to digest everything.
Dale was rumored to have been unfaithful to a woman named Eleonora Srugo, but a representative of her denied these charges.
Happier times: Clare soon became engaged to Dale after meeting her in her Bachelorette season