Carly Waddell admits his first Christmas without Evan Bass felt “sad”

Bachelor Nation’s Carly Waddell is to keep it real at the ‘Gram.

The reality TV personality did not soften his feelings after talking about his recent break with Evan Bass.

“Christmas Day is not what I expected this year,” Carly started her Instagram caption, next to a photo of her hugging Evan’s kids, Charles “Charlie” Wolf, 13 months, and Isabella “Bella” Evelyn, 2. “The three of us. The new normal. Which seems incredibly abnormal and, in fact, very sad.”

“A lot of nice people asked you if I’m fine. And I want to say that I’m fine, but I’m not,” she admitted. “But I will stay. Today is the first day that the two children will spend the night at Evan’s house. I feel like I am losing a piece of my soul.”

O Bachelor in Paradise alum added: “But I am grateful that it was a white Christmas and I am grateful that all the children are having a great time with their father and brothers. They are feeling very loved. Thank you for checking me out. Love you all.”

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