“Dude, you don’t even have enough love to love yourself – you can’t love me.”
Billie Eilish’s new documentary The world is a little out of focus fell this week, and in it, she discusses a number of personal things like fame, family and even her previous love life.
Now, you are probably aware that Billie is extremely secretive about her personal life. But, she showed a glimpse of her previous relationship with her 24-year-old ex-boyfriend, rapper Brandon Adams – who goes by Q and 7: AMP – in the film.
Billie even explained why the two split up in 2019, saying, “I just wasn’t happy and I didn’t want the same things he wanted and I don’t think that’s fair for him.”
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“I don’t think you should be in a relationship, super excited about certain things that the other person couldn’t care less about.”
“I literally thought, ‘Man, you don’t even have enough love to love yourself, you can’t love me. And you don’t love me. Like, you think you do. I love you, though, that’s what made it all the more difficult. . ”
“I didn’t find anyone else. I didn’t stop having love for him. I just, like, spent time away from him for a while and thought, ‘Wow. I’m missing a lot because I’m’ I’m worried about you all the time. ‘ “
Billie also shared how Q hurt her on Valentine’s Day. In the film, someone asks if he did anything for her. “I received nothing. And the night before, he was very strange and distant and shit,” she said.
Billie said that Q was traveling with some friends. “I was like, ‘You know what? Have fun. Don’t worry about me. I’m unhappy, I miss you and would like you to talk to me, and I don’t have anyone else to talk to.'”
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Thank you, Billie, for opening us up to such a difficult (and unfortunately identifiable) situation. You can watch the full documentary on Apple TV +.
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