Bam Margera he just gave a nearly 10-minute speech – about his own suicidal thoughts and about being upset about being excluded from “Jackass 4”.
Bam protested the studio and the producers behind the ‘Jackass’ franchise … claiming that they used their ideas for the new film, but did not include it in it. He pleaded with the fans, “If anyone cares about me, don’t go to the movie” – and asked for money to do a competing project.
As you can see in the series of videos that Bam posted, which have already been deleted, things took a very serious turn when he talked about having suicidal thoughts previously. He said things got so bad … his wife, Nikki Boyd, found him online researching how to tie a bow. At one point in one of the videos … he almost seems to be sick.
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Bam, who in the past struggled with substance abuse, said ‘Jackass’ put him in hell for a year and a half … and he claims he was forced to take antidepressant pills while filming previous projects. He says he found happiness again after moving to San Diego and stop using the drugs.
Now, it is highly relevant that Bam admitted to drinking a glass of wine and 7 beers before posting these videos. He said he thought it was ironic that he couldn’t be on “Jackass” because he claims he was told he was being an idiot on TMZ. He also referred to himself as a villain.
As we reported … Bam suffered a series of bizarre episodes that included a arrest for trespassing, one relapse episode, rehabilitation it is a restriction on “Dr. Phil”.